BAHASA KESEPIAN

hujung minggu yang redup,
aku merancang, Dia juga merancang,
lewat ku bangun,
berharap peluang masih terhidang
untuk orang yang lalai sepertiku,

kawan menyapa ingin ziarah,
hati berbelah bahagi,
antara yang empat belas dan satu,
kerana suaikenal, ku temani,

cerita terbaru, cerita airmata,
dalam diam makan dalam,
ingatkan 1 rupanya 2 ditinggalkan,
aku berlalu dengan bahasa kesunyian.

melepaskan

kawanku,

hari ini saya belajar untuk melepaskan,
melepaskan segala yang saya pegang,
melepaskan benda yang sudah pasti akan jatuh ke pangkuan,
melepaskan segala kepenatan duniawi,

aku belajar,
melepaskan segala jawatan yang datang bergolek,
melepaskan peluang depan mata,
melepaskan dia kepada orang lain,

useless

awal sem orang selalu memulakan perbualan dengan 'amik berapa credit hour sem ni..?'. walaupun aku sebut, besok dia akan lupa dan tanya balik bila jumpa esok. its useless..

semalam aku eksiden. gara2 kawan nak elak kucing lintas jalan, terpaksa brek mengejut. kereta aku terseret beberapa meter sebelum merempuh alza kat depan. no one care about my life. Myvi is more worth. 

aku ada research proposal nak disiapkan. seminggu aku tak dapat senyum gara2 RP ni. ridiculous. 

Just Donate

i learn to be pemurah by donate some of my money for tamrin. 

it is hard actually because it was the first time.

but when i remember the memories how my friends and I had to struggle for tamrin.

we had to go sana-sini just for small sponsorship.

it is tired and I start to feel the hardship day by day.

now, i came with the solution.

i dont want my junior feel what i feel.

it is pain, hurt, sick, shame, horrible.

just donate some of your money to them.

so that they dont have to go unknown company.

The Day To Remember

i dont know how to say

tonight is horrible and disaster

not one, not double, but triple trolls i get

first vote i lose

second vote lose too

everybody keep laughing

i tried smile and keep laugh

no i cant do it

on the way home

foreigner is on the floor

can i help u sir

it just his bufday troll

again it burn my feeling

luckily she still waiting

with her motor

for the bufday present

bibir membeku, lidah kelu

no single word is come out

hopefully you happy with it